-A- letter

i look to the sky for just one letter written in the clouds... how can such a clear day seem so gloomy.

first day..of work

so i recently landed a job, which will hopefully turn into my career, i get health insurance (not a minute too late) and a 401k (whatever that is) store discount (which could save someone like me around 30,000 a year) so this is a perfect home for me. Training started today at 8am sharp... sitting in a cubicle watching "cute" training videos on how to be a good petco employee and even though i am, and always have been VERY punctual getting anywhere (my dad gets everywhere at least 45 minutes before scheduled) i found an interesting and baffling tidbit of info : petco goes by a point system. if you get 11 points in a 3 month  period you can be terminated. well to my surprise, if you just DON"T show up and  DON'T call..you get 3 points!! ...ha ha.YOU DON'T GET FIRED..YOU GET 3 POINTS!!! anyway my training continues, my new job is very accepting of ones individuality (which is probably the reason they are becoming such a successful company) in one of the training videos the guy explaining store safety (you know teaching you not to drink bleach and don't put babies in a plastic bucket) had a FULL tattoo sleeve..AWESOME !!   Now this is where the job gets tough for me..as i came out of the backroom to stretch and take a quick break i realized there was some chaos going on in the store...this is the story of what was happening. A lady, we will just call her the stupidest, most worthless piece of garbage and waste of space on the face of the earth (to protect her identity) bought a hamster (a cute, little, innocent hamster)  the night before ..well, it chewed threw the box while she was "running errands" (wow, really dumbass, you didn't know rodents can chew through cardboard)  anyway it gets better(by better i mean WORSE!!) it got out and she couldn't find it in her car...so what did this pathetic female douche bag do!?? she stopped and bought....(wait for it) A EFFIN' GLUE TRAP !!! yep AN EFFIN' GLUE TRAP!!! ..so she brings this poor suffering animal into the store today to get....(wait for it)...A REFUND!!! so the shift leader rushed it to the back and we worked furiously with care trying to free this sweet victim from it's cruelty (these glue traps should NOT be used on ANY living creature) while the manager gave this B@3CH an earful and told her her "refund" would be used for the vet bill...the little guy was very weak and extremely thirsty and was rushed to the veterinarian.. as of now i do not know if he survived this horrible ordeal but i have faith my good vibes and love might help his recovery ... the worst part was that i agreed not to use any customer info for any reason other than what they agree to and unfortunately this sorry excuse for a human did not agree that i could use her info to come to her house late at night and ......oops gotta go!... peace and send out some good vibes, love and light to you all.