get ready ladies!

I decided I'm going to buy a 2010 mustang convertible.... probably in the year 2026

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dear 2010...SUCK IT !

well 2010 was like playing one of my favorite childhood games, chutes and ladders except  i was frequently falling DOWN the ladders and trying to climb UP the chutes. being half hippie and half "normal" i had a tough time finding a job in the rough economy. seems like hospitals and oil companies weren't interested in my 25 years of professional comedy experience with smatterings of bar work and 4 months of starbucks training. luckily being in a smaller version of austin, texas, i finally landed a job at the local coffee shop as a barista, (see what hanging out at the same coffee shop for 6 years will get you)? anyway, believe it or not the economy hit them too and being the low barista on the biscotti pole i was "let go" (sounds better than fired). i was also fired from my 7ish years as a boyfriend. i guess she wasn't interested in my 25 years of professional boyfriend experience with smatterings of best friend work and 4 months of starbucks training...so having saved up at least 17 dollars and 43 cents (not to mention a whole book of grocery coupons) i was told to leave. and leaving a woman you thought would never give up on you, 6 dogs, 5 who you have rescued from horrible situations and 2 "step" sons that you watched grow up from little cute boys to large handsome boys that mysteriously take 3 "showers" a day and carry around lotion for their "dry skin"...(if that grossed you out, imagine having to be right in the next room)... i prepared to leave...out of the blue the owner of another denton coffee shop contacted me and asked me to come in for an interview for the manager position of his restructured coffe shop/ cafe/ bar...i explained my situation of basically being homeless and he still asked me to interview...i did and he  basicallyoffered me the job, a dream job that i cannot take with no house/ or means to immediately get one, or real form of transportation...he told me to see what i could do and to call him in a few days...saturday i will formally decline his offer of a hippies dream job.  **note to any prospective girls i would LOVE to go out on a date with (you know who you are) that have read this.......take a number and  get in line!!!) 
                                                   anyway 2011... bring it, don't sing it... 

wish

at 11:11 last night I made a wish... I guess my clock was off.

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"begin"

i'm ready to lift this inked knife/ strike the blank page with force/ till it bleeds the words that i need/ will you bleed failure or sadness?/ comfort?/ joy?/ or expectations?/ whatever the truth is forced flowing from my pen/ i am waiting